I was constantly in a whirlwind romance with short-term flings, hookups, and friendships with benefits before I met my boyfriend.
I became solitary for 5 years; it seemed like I happened to be constantly on an initial date, nonetheless it never ever lasted as longer than a short time.
I recall my solitary life filled with lonely evenings, anxious ideas of doubt, and constant avoidance of also the simple sight of pleased partners.
But I happened to be additionally focusing on myself.